i've fallen again.
for those eyes and that smile.
i'm falling again,
for the warmth and the comfort.
i'm sinking deeper,
into those arms that hold me tight.
i'm wrapped in
blankets, smothered by lips.
i can't think,
my head wanders back again and again,
to the want, and the need.
anything is enough,
everything still leaves me wanting more.
not enough time in one day,
or minutes in an hour.
i've leapt off
the deep end, and i'm trusting i'll be caught.
i'm hoping that
the words are not a scam,
that i really am something more.
more than a fling,
more than a friend,
more than just a pretty face,
more than just a nice ass,
more than what used to be,
and more than there ever could.
i hope that you are worth the wait.
worth the pain,
the doubt,
the fear.
please, don't let me down,
like the others have before,
prove there's something different,
that this is worth the letdowns.
because let me tell you,
i'm falling,
hard and fast
without regrets.
i'm falling faster than ever before,
and i'm not afraid to hit the ground,
but i hope that,
in the end,
it won't be the ground i've fallen to,
because all i really want
is to have fallen
straight to you.